| Amazingly Happy. |
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I recently started dating Matt, and he is the most amazing boy ever. He always makes me smile, and I can't help but smile when I think of him or hear his name. He's so perfect to me, he's all I could ever ask for, and more. I love him so much, you don't even know. Life has been pretty amazing for me lately. I've been with Matt alot, and all my other amazing friends. I have a four day weekend, which I am spending with Matt, and Justin, and possibly Erica and Justina. School is going smoothly, my Photo projects are amazing, and my Photography skills have boosted. I couldn't ask for anymore.
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[10 16 06] |
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Lately things have been pretty good. I've been single for awhile, and I have to admit, I kind of enjoy it. It means more time with friends, and they are the ones that matter most. Lately I have been so much more optimistic than usual, and I have to say, I like it alot. I'm doing alot with my life, and school seems so much more better this year. I'm very content with my life. I've done so many things already, to mention, with the Townshop. Apple Picking, Hiking, doing more SEVA, and NYC is coming up. I feel so much better as a person, like I feel so much complete, and I don't think anything can bring me down. Not now anyways.
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| Fucking Rant. Chap One. |
[09 25 06] |
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Right, on with the ranting, I could care less if you read this, hate this, hate me, or anything of that matter. Recently I broke up with this boy. No names shall be mentioned, because I state so. We broke up, and I explained why to him and he say he understood, and that he was ok with it. Well, (again, names will noy be mentioned) a girl has an away message up the same day we broke up saying "How can you go on breaking so many hearts, when I woulc give anything to get my heart broken again." I automatically knew and had a hunch it was about me, or headed towards me. She then posted a bulliten on Myspace, basically saying the same things as in, "Don't you hate when people date other people, and the other person breaks up with the other not even a week later" yadda yadda. I then sent a reply asking if it was about me, and she denied it, so I pressed on, and got out of her, that I'm a bitch, and that I go out with guys just to say I have a boyfriend, and/or I feel bad for them. No, this is not true what so ever. I wouldn't want any boy or girl to do that to me, why whould I do it to others? I'm not a bitch to the people I date, so I tease and hit sometimes, it just means I like you, and I'm just like that, people know that, buy apprently not her. So then I go for a walk to meet up with my ex to talk and have a cigeratte. I come back, and get on, and her away, is again about me, stating "Why is it that you're wrong, people side with you, and I get the third degree." I sent an IM saying, is that one about me too? This started a convo, and her saying that I'm a bitch in general, I get pissed every five minutes, I'm not worth her time, and for me to fuck off. I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT. It was never her matter to begin with. Things between my ex and I are fine, we are still best friends, WHAT IS THERE TO BITCH ABOUT. I don't post shit about her and all the shit she does that I think is weird, or that I don't like, why the fuck do it about me? People just love to make me feel like shit, start drama, and all of the other un-called for shit. I blocked her, I don't care anymore. It's one thing to tell me you don't like some of the things i do, sit down and talk to me about them, but to bitch about it, and post it all over the fucking place, and have the whole world know something about me that isn't true, is fucking retarded. I hate this shit.
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| Trees Sway In The Wind. |
[09 19 06] |
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School is going well, as far as I know I'm passing everything, which is good. No, I am not dropping out, so where ever you heard it from, forget you ever heard it. My love life, isn't really exsiting at this point. I have been single for so long, it's really a record actually. I just wish I could find a sweet boy, who will treat me nice.
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| I killed a Mirror... |
[09 12 06] |
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So, Justina and I are ok, and talking again. Thank god, I hated us not talking. A bunch of stuff happened this weekend, but I've told the story to so many people, I don't feel like typing it again, and I'm sure half of you that read this will know what I'm talking about. I didn't got to school today, because I didn't feel all too well. I was thinking today, and I really want to drop out, like really. I much rather get my GED and what not, than go through three more years of school, yeah..
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| Crappy. |
[09 02 06] |
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I'm in a really shitty mood. Justina has been with me the last two days, and was at my neck the whole time. Every time I made a joke, she flipped out, and I told her I was joking, and she was still pissed. We went to Kristen's last night, and we were talking about her dad and my mom and I was like or someone was like "What if they dated?" and I was like "I would chop his dick off" as a joke, and Justina flipped out, and didn't talk to me for the rest of the night. Then this morning my mom was comming to get me, and I asked Justina if she needed a ride or whatever, and she wouldn't even come back to my house to get the rest of her shit. Whatever, I hate her being pissed at me, but I tired being nice, and patching shit up, and she turned me down, so she can come to me, cause I'm sick of saying fucking sorry all the time. On top of it, it's raining, and cold as fuck here. I've just been in a shitty mood lately, I'm single and lonely, I don't hate it, and let it get to me alot, but it still bothers me every now and then. School starts in like three days, and I am NOT ready to get back into the habit up getting up at six fucking AM. I haven't been sleeping well at night anyways. I hate it, all this shit is fucking gay. I just want things to be cool again, that way I won't have to worry and feel all shitty all the damn time.
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| Yarg. |
[08 28 06] |
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Erica and I went to the Mall yesterday. We came home and Dan showed up here, and then I invited Andrew over, and they all stayed the night. Dan and I were on my roof talking for like two hours. Then Andrew and I did the Ouji Board in one of the more haunted rooms in my house, and got the shit scared our of us. We all the migrated downstairs and stayed on the front porch. Andrew, Dan, and I attempted sleeping on the trampoline. Andrew went in, and Dan and I stayed on the trampoline and talked for awhile, then we eneded up comming in. I woke up at like 11, and they are still sleeping.
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| Family Time. |
[08 17 06] |
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My Grandma just got here yesterday from Virginia. She's staying for a week or so. My Uncle and his Girlfriend are coming tommorow, and hopefully my little cousin Tiffany too. Erica is coming over tommorow as well, and staying. Saturday, Erica and I go to the mall, and she's staying the night again too.
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| Summer School = Destroyed. |
[08 15 06] |
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Today was my last day of Summer School. I think I passed the final. Let's fucking hope so. I didn't do anything today, except re-dye my hair black. My Grandma is coming up from Virginia tommorow for a week. I get to clean, woo?
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| HELIO. |
[08 14 06] |
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So today, I had Summer School, it was all review because tommorow is the last day, and the 'final' is tommorow. Erica came over today, and we went to the mall for a few hours. I'M GETTING A HELIO, "Don't call us a phone company; Don't call us a phone." I am so excited, yeah! After Erica and I got back here Kristen and Dan came over, and we all hung out, and did nothing. Hopefully I'm doing something tommorow as well.
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| Finally Updated. |
[08 13 06] |
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Yeah, so it's been fucking forever since I updated this thing. I've been busy and or I've forgotten about it. Warped was amazing, AFI was fucking amamzing. I met Adam Carson, Smith Puget, and Fat Mike. Summer School is over in two days, lets hope I pass the stupid final we have to take Tuesday. Ummm, I'm single again, it's nothing new, but then again, it is. I'm actually looking for the right guy this tim around. Who knows how long I'll be looking, ha.
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| The Speed of Sound. |
[07 29 06] |
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I haven't updated this in a couple of days. Not much has really happened. I've been going out with Kyle for almost a week, and to say the least, it's actually working, which I didn't expect, so yeah. I went to Taylor's Thursday and stayed the night, and came home yesterday, then last night she came over at like nine because I got bored, and all of my other friends had made plans and shit. She left here not too long ago, because I had to clean and shit. Warped Tour is in three days, I am so fucking excited, it's crazy.
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| The War of 1812, Was The Start of the Revolution. |
[07 23 06] |
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Today was my little cousin Jenna's birthday, she turn nine, and I gave her this stuffed dog that I won at the fair awhile ago. Kate and I hung out, and attepmted to go tanning, but the sun wouldn't stay out long enough to. I bought this really cool necklace she made, because she makes them, then sells them. Really my Aunt bought it for me, but yeah. There's eight days left until Warped Tour, I'm so fucking excited, I can't wait.
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| My Mad HTML SKILLZ. |
[07 22 06] |
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Justina is over here for the night, instead of vice versa. We'll probaly read, and eat, and smoke the occasinal ciggarette every now and then. SWEET DEAL!
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| Boredom. |
[07 22 06] |
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Taylor's party was fun, there were girls I didn't know, but yeah. We were up for the longest time, and I was the first one to pass out, I always am, hah. I came home around ten thirty this morning. It's raining, I hate it when it rains all day. Justina wants me to come over and spend the night tonight, so maybe that will happen.
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| The Playah Puget. |
[07 21 06] |
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Justina slept over last night, and she pierced my ears, because she bought a pericing gun. We basically sat around and read all night, and stopped for the ocasional ciggarette every now and then. She left here around twelve today, leaving me here, where I live in front of my computer. Taylors birthday party is tonight, I'm pretty excited. I'm assuming it should be fun.
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| Douche Bag. |
[07 20 06] |
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I went to the mall last night with Kimmi and Krystal, just to hang out and shit. We went to the arcade, and there was this really cute boy playing DDR, and I told them I thought he was cute, so Krystal went over to him and said "my friend thinks you're hot" and pointed me out, and I was like freaking out, cause he was really fucking cute. After he was done playing DDR he came over to me and we started talking, and Kimmi and Krystal left us alone. He asked me for my number and said he'd call sometime soon, and we'd hang out. I was so fucking excited, that I kind of forgot his name, haha, SO I SUCK, I KNOW! I got home from the mall at like ten or ten thirty, and I got online and Erica was like OMG COME OVER, ERIC IS COMING OVER! I was like this late at night? So, I talked my mom into brining me down there and shit, and Eric never showed up, and we were kind of bummed. Her mom gave me a ride to Summer School this morning. I found out today, that this kid Kyle Coyne likes me, and wants to date me? I don't know if I will or not. Then, this kid that has been trying to fight Aaron was fucking with us after school got let out, and he drove by us, and he was hanging out if his window yelling at us to go to the Bon Ton so they could fight off of school grounds, and we kept saying no, fuck you, and he drove away. Then he came back and pulled over onto the side of the road, and kept yelling at us, so Aaron, Russo, Ben and I went up there and he was calling me a bitch thinking Aaron would fight him if he did, and his fucking mom was telling him and Aaron to "duke it out or not", it was really fucking gay. Then Dory, Mr. Newvine, and Mr Davern came over and shit, and we all had to go file like some report thing, due to his fucking mother was provoking them to fight. After all of that shit, Aaron, Russo, and I walked home, and it was so fucking hot. We got back here and Aaron wanted to get Burger King, so him and I walked down there and ate, and walked back home. Now, I have no fucking idea what I'm doing for the rest of the day, deffinatly not walking anymore, hah.
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| Apologies. |
[07 19 06] |
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Brian came back to Garrett's and I said sorry, and so did he, even though I said I wouldn't unless he did but whatever. They had practice, and I took pictures of them while they were playing, then we took band ones outside and around Garrett's house. I left there at three, and now I might go down to Erica's and hang out if Dan doesn't stop by.
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| Cunt. |
[07 19 06] |
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Yeah so I'm at Garrett's, hanging out. I walked over here with Brian, after we got out of Summer School. Brian was being a dick the whole walk here, and didn't stop being a dick, until he decided to leave here, because he was like loosing the fight against me, which was all pretty fucking stupid to begin with. What really pissed me off is that he was calling me a bitch, then had the fucking balls to call me a cunt, which really fucking pissed me off, because I did nothing to him to give him any right to call me a cunt. Whatever, I'm not saying sorry or anything until he does. Other than that, Logan, Dillon and Marcus are coming over here, so yeah.
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| Desert Treking. |
[07 16 06] |
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Taylor and Andrew spent the night last night, and It was quite eventful. Lets just say, I'll have permanet marker on me for awhile. They left pretty early today, and Dan came over. Kristen invited us over to her house to go swimming and my mom wasn't home, so we had to walk. It's not that bad of a walk, but when it's like 90 something degrees out, it's hell. Dan had a walking stick and put his shirt on his head like a turban and was 'strutting' down the highway, as we like to call it, "Desert Treking on the Highway". We finally made it to Kristen's house and went swimming for the longest time, I think I have a massive sunburn, it sucks. I have to walk to summer school and back in the heat tommorow, I'm so pissed, ugh.
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| New Livejournal. |
[07 15 06] |
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I had an old one, and made a new one, so yeah, add this shit yo.
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